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Well you gotta do is go to my Tumblr and place one of these numbers into my ask box and I shall answer them! cookie-princess101.tumblr.com/…

  • 0:Height
  • 1:Virgin?
  • 2:Shoe size
  • 3:Do you smoke?
  • 4:Do you drink?
  • 5:Do you take drugs?
  • 6:Age you get mistaken for
  • 7:Have tattoos?
  • 8:Want any tattoos?
  • 9:Got any piercings?
  • 10:Want any piercings?
  • 11:Best friend?
  • 12:Relationship status
  • 13:Biggest turn ons
  • 14:Biggest turn offs
  • 15:Favorite movie
  • 16:I’ll love you if
  • 17:Someone you miss
  • 18:Most traumatic experience
  • 19:A fact about your personality
  • 20:What I hate most about myself
  • 21:What I love most about myself
  • 22:What I want to be when I get older
  • 23:My relationship with my sibling(s)
  • 24:My relationship with my parent(s)
  • 25:My idea of a perfect date
  • 26:My biggest pet peeves
  • 27:A description of the girl/boy I like
  • 28:A description of the person I dislike the most
  • 29:A reason I’ve lied to a friend
  • 30:What I hate the most about work/school
  • 31:What your last text message says
  • 32:What words upset me the most
  • 33:What words make me feel the best about myself
  • 34:What I find attractive in women
  • 35:What I find attractive in men
  • 36:Where I would like to live
  • 37:One of my insecurities
  • 38:My childhood career choice
  • 39:My favorite ice cream flavor
  • 40:Who I wish I could be
  • 41:Where I want to be right now
  • 42:The last thing I ate
  • 43:Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately
  • 44:A random fact about anything.
I'm going to be ranting because this issues has been bothering me and I really wanna get it out of my chest. You don't have to read this, but it'll be nice to get some feedback about this
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As you know it's Coming Out day and I wanted to do something for it but my day has been hectic that it wouldn't allow me to get stuff ready. So this is my part for it. As you guys know, my watchers, friends, and my RP partner, I'm Pansexual. For those who know me better, I'm an open Pansexual. My close friends and I make fun of it but not in a disrespectful way. But not so open to my parents. Not even close to open with my family. As a new term rolls up, I met this dudefor the sake of his protection, I'll name him Sakura. Because Sakura is a great name on a boy and those who thinks other wise can eat my shorts xD name Sakura and we became close friends instantly. We act like two best friends are suppose to act! We don't judge and we shared our deepest secrets with one another. I enjoy being around this kid! Even if he's 'Christian' 

Then the topic of 'what's your type' rolled around and he told me his. And when I told him I only look for their personality and if they have a awesome voice, that would be a plus. Sakura gave me a look and at that moment I felt things are going to go down hill. He asked me what was my sexuality and I told him I'm Pansexual and Panromantic. He gave me a look and told me my sexuality is a lie. 

"I really don't care if that person is a girl, a boy, or a tran. I'll like them if they have a great heart and can handle the amount of weirdness I dish out." I told him and he just sighed and ask if I told my family and I said no. So they won't be mad at me, I only introduce to them my boyfriends and not my girlfriends. But I know for a fact I do want kids so I would either find a husband, or adobt and tell my family I'll be doing it on my own and with the help of my 'friend'. He gave me another sigh and said

"You saying you are willing to find a man to make a baby means you DO care about gender and you are just confuse about everything. You do know it takes two to make a child." and he went on and on and on about how Pansexuals are just confuse people along with lesbians and gays. But he still accepts them until they see that what they want isn't that. Now most of you know that I'm a easy-going gal and it's hard to get me mad at you but when you say that and still think I'll still be smiling at you... You must take me as a brain dead fool! Then we got into an argument about that subject to the point I told him I wanna drop the subject and I wanted to get a Monster to calm me down.

At Mizucon, I met a girl namesame thing. Privacy Lana and I started to flirt with her. We were both working at the same spot so we got to know each other till Sakura came by. Now at that time, I put that whole argument behind me and introduce Sakura to Lana. Then I told Lana I hosted a Yaoi vs Yuri panel last night with two of my close friends and she heard about that panel. It was my first panel so I kinda gloat that I was the Yaoi Queen and we both started to fangirl about our favorite yaoi anime and mangas. Sakura just groan, in a playful manner, and said 'What's up with you girls liking gay guys? You know you can't have them.'

"Same reason why you guys liking gay women." Lana told him and I knew this wasn't a joking conversation. I help defending Lana but Sakura just rolled his eyes and told me to shut up because he 'proved me right'. Lana looked real pissed and when our shift was over, she just left. I told Sakura off but he just shrugged it off and kept saying that I was confuse and that I didn't know what I wanted... How this person who I claim to be my best friend be such a bitch? Then I told him

"How can you be a Christian if all you do is flirt with every girl you see! This is why I don't go to church."

"You never went to one?" he told me, a tad bit surprised. Because I lied to him about that small fact. 

"No. Because if I go and be open to you guys, you are going to tell me the same shit that I'm hearing now. I rather stay home and pray to God in my house and alone where I won't be scared of being judge." And I went back to my next shift. And my next shift was with Lana. I was really happy and apologize to her for my 'best friend' rudeness. She forgives me and we went back to our conversation.

I really don't know if I'm getting my definition of Pansexual wrong or if it was a right thing to flip off my friend like that.. I really don't know and now I'm being doubtful about myself because what he said is starting to get to me. I just need some advice

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Mushi Amaterasu
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My close friends[naming a few];
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My DA family;

Ice Cream Sister Queen: :iconsockhedgehog: SockHedgehog
Cousin: :icondark-infamous: Dark-Infamous
Twinie: :iconorifoxchan: Orifoxchan
Wifeie: :iconlovelessmiki: LovelessMiki
Sisters: :iconfushigi-no-kuni-oujo: fushigi-no-kuni-oujo
:iconnikkonaito: NikkoNaito
The rainbow cat who eats my homestuck: :iconempress-wonderland: Empress-Wonderland
Little bunny bubble: :iconaldisunnur: Aldisunnur
Little bro who loves the cold:iconcyberskaarj: CyberSkaarj
The Robot sitting in the corner:iconmodule1: Module1
Butt buddies:icondangerang: dangerang
Pet elephant:iconnyancatandhellokitty: NyanCatAndHelloKitty
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Well you gotta do is go to my Tumblr and place one of these numbers into my ask box and I shall answer them! cookie-princess101.tumblr.com/…

  • 0:Height
  • 1:Virgin?
  • 2:Shoe size
  • 3:Do you smoke?
  • 4:Do you drink?
  • 5:Do you take drugs?
  • 6:Age you get mistaken for
  • 7:Have tattoos?
  • 8:Want any tattoos?
  • 9:Got any piercings?
  • 10:Want any piercings?
  • 11:Best friend?
  • 12:Relationship status
  • 13:Biggest turn ons
  • 14:Biggest turn offs
  • 15:Favorite movie
  • 16:I’ll love you if
  • 17:Someone you miss
  • 18:Most traumatic experience
  • 19:A fact about your personality
  • 20:What I hate most about myself
  • 21:What I love most about myself
  • 22:What I want to be when I get older
  • 23:My relationship with my sibling(s)
  • 24:My relationship with my parent(s)
  • 25:My idea of a perfect date
  • 26:My biggest pet peeves
  • 27:A description of the girl/boy I like
  • 28:A description of the person I dislike the most
  • 29:A reason I’ve lied to a friend
  • 30:What I hate the most about work/school
  • 31:What your last text message says
  • 32:What words upset me the most
  • 33:What words make me feel the best about myself
  • 34:What I find attractive in women
  • 35:What I find attractive in men
  • 36:Where I would like to live
  • 37:One of my insecurities
  • 38:My childhood career choice
  • 39:My favorite ice cream flavor
  • 40:Who I wish I could be
  • 41:Where I want to be right now
  • 42:The last thing I ate
  • 43:Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately
  • 44:A random fact about anything.

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